It has been announced!µ’s final live.
“Love Live! μ’s Final LoveLive!～μ’sic Forever♪♪♪♪♪♪♪♪♪～”
This year, when I heard that we’ll be doing our final live
I thought that, no matter what happens, I’d perform for our final stage.
When I heard that, the condition of my knees weren’t that well, I kept on fooling myself, or something.
I started using, wrapping my legs with the hospital prescribed supporter, with all my might! Although it may have felt that way, I’ll rest my knees well, all in preparation for the final live.
Well, with the meniscal tear or something… We went to a bigger hospital to consult about the surgery…
The continuation is in my previous blog laughs (not laughing
And then after that, I started to lessen my movement during my solo and fripSide activities, more like
It was really like that in the past too, so thankfully I was able to continue them.
Then in fripSide lives, I started to move less, cutting it down little by little
they gave their support to lessen the burden I do to my knees.
As expected, if it’s not a sing-only µ’s stage, I can’t participate in it and it kept on increasing.
During fan meetings, I can only appear during the talk parts.
During that time, meniscal tear-san was in really bad shape, just by being a little excited, moving it was extremely scary… ＾＾；
But in the Nagoya Fanmeeting, there were only 3 members appearing,
and it was a solo song and no formation setlist… I was able to go up on stage and perform. I was really happy!
I aim to be able to perform in the final live,
To be able to perform as 9 people in the final live, this does not change.
There were more 9-person stages, since they were dance songs, I couldn’t participate in them
so their activities as just 8 kept on increasing. It was definitely a frustrating feeling.
I’m sure everyone felt the same, definitely the members too, I felt the same as well.
But I will endure this until I can reconnect with the final live… That feeling weighed on me.
I LINE’d the members, consulting them every night.
Anyway, I thought that Love Live! and µ’s’ home is a solo live,
that way, I can connect with everyone, I thought that it was a place where we all grow,
and upon return, I know that everyone would like me to appear properly. I feel the same too, and I’m sure, Eri does too..
During solo and fripSide lives, every after songs, everyone changes the color of their penlight, don’t they?
During that time, I saw a lot of different colors.
That connects me to what I see during a µ’s live,
I, for some reason, the Eri that’s inside my heart, although I’m not very sure,
my heart quivers, or something similar to the feeling… it has become an emotion that I can’t explain.
I wish to confidently see that kind of scenery from the stage.
Somehow, being a burden, to the people watching, to Eri, I tried to find the boundary to not make them feel sad anymore,
there were also a lot of times when I felt helpless.
Even though you may not see it on the surface,
I won’t forget about everyone, I won’t just disregard everyone to nothing.
Please be at ease, I reaaalllyyyy think about all of you a looot! (laugh)
But, really, I’ve made a lot of Eri fan sad,
Me too, I am frustrated and in pain.
Although it’s not a “My knee has been healed back to perfect condition. It has healed beautifully!”
Right now, in this situation, It felt like I’m trying to find a timing to overdo it.
I, when I heard that it will be the final live, I’ve decided that I will aim for it,
and finally, the details and the place has been decided, (it’s not like I wasn’t able to report about my knee~
Somehow, no matter what, I will be there on this day..!!
Even though it’s final,
even though µ’s is ending, µ’s will never disappear from our memories.
Love Live! has become so big, sometimes it feels like it has gone very far, and then the loneliness starts to creep in,
Ever since the 1st Live, the place where I met everyone face-to-face,
because this work has connected me everyone, having fun together, that feeling will never change.
Me too, in order yell “I’m back!!” I will keep on doing my best as always.
Let’s all do our very best to have fun as we prepare for the final live!
And then when that time comes, we can all say, “This moment is the greatest!”
